Mind tricks, No treats

Trigger Warning: Discussing my issues with food, eating, restricting foods etc. Welcome back to my ~glamorous~ life!!!!! In this public diary episode I discuss my fears and restrictions certain foods. Every year around Halloween and the holidays I struggle most with these cravings and fears with all the treats always being widely available. I take it back to 10+ years ago when I gave up candies, foods, drinks for Lent and becoming obsessed with seeing how long I could go without them. Fast forward 10 years, I now have a fear of these foods and am struggling to break this pact I set years ago. Keeping it real and honest as I try to get over these fears. I love you guys so fucking much. I am by no means blaming religion for any of these issues.