“ Vacating”

She's a super sweet-ass Sociopath; Not psycho, yet No, she's not there yet Cause she can, yes, still feel She still has regrets And she knows she's useless, A little less human Oh, yes, She can be a mess, yet She's also elegant, eloquent— Wait, That's just l grandiosity slipping in between the cracks And dents, left under the surface of Something she probably deserved anyway Yes, she still has expectations; She thought she could dance, but hasn't trained in Nearly a decade A decade is what it takes, to be famous She just wants a taste of it Lately, she just wants nameless grace and greatness Loads of patience, she's built tolerance— Oh, There goes grandiosity again— She's just an ape All the worlds problems are hers, She takes the blame She hates her name, But still can't hate the lady that gave it to her, All the way But nowadays, It's all the same She's as fake as it takes to make it through the day, And, Though she greets people sincerely, Inside she's apologizing for just existing Cause narcissism makes Home made cakes, you could take to the bakery Any day, or any birthday If anyone gave a shit But they haven't; And she hasn't given a shit about it Traded her bad habits for Obsessive devotion to fashion Cause every circumstance leads to chaos Thought she could dance, But she hasn't trained in nearly a decade A decade is what it takes to be famous She's a super sweet-ass Sociopath; Not psycho, yet No, she's not there yet Cause she can, yes, still feel She still has regrets And she knows she's useless, A little less human And she hates herself, dearly But wants the fame—(seriously?) Just to prove everyone wrong, Who made her this way Now she claims crazy, Now she works out every day Now she's vacating the premises Cause Americans Hate black women And that's what she's stuck in Unluckily {Enter The Multiverse} [The Festival Project.™] COPYRIGHT © THE FESTIVAL PROJECT 2023 ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. © -U.